Lets Just Start With This Week

this was a post about spring break in California with my sister, but I decided to delete it...due to an extreme lack of punctuation.

My First Entry

It is quite ironic that I post my first post here. Here being the city of the famous and aspiring actors and musicians, a city so different from my home (and it really is my home) that it is almost an uneasy feeling sitting here. Am i doomed to a boring life with a white picket fence in a clean nice neighborhood with pta meetings and church picnics. Blech, I want so bad to screw everything abd move here, just to be surrounded by all the people i admire, to hopefully scrape by as a struggling actor and break into the big time by selling out gloriously. Walking around and seeing all of the insanely beautiful women around LA i think about how much i want a girl to just walk aroung the mall with holding hands. Honestly i just want the kinda of innocent uncomfortable moment of a first kiss between two people. God im such a pussy. i hope my blog eventually turns into a mating between a historical journal and a ranting board. Thats all for now.